I am a liar.

i said i was prepared for any disaster,
but guess what, i lied.

who in the world would be so ready without knowing what's coming?
they'd at least feel slightly nervous, scared, and so on.

so yeah,
i lied when i said i wasn't scared of what's coming,

because whatever's going to happen,
i'm gonna lose some people that's considered important in my life.

i was scared of losing someone important in my life,
i'm so tired of that shit.

it keep going forever and ever,
the cycles won't stop,
it keeps spinning,
 and same things will happen again.

it's a bullshit if i said you are not one of my important people,
but i know i'm not even that special in your eyes.