i'm fine, believe me when i said that.

i'm currently  recovering. from what? lots of thing.

for these past few months, i've been so emotionally, mentally and physically tired.

waking up in the morning is so hard, and not to mention, it's really hard for me to go to sleep: insomnia.

everyday is a challenge to feel happy, or even to have positive thoughts. 

but now, i'm going to challenge myself. 

to do lots of things that i hesitated to do before. 

to be happy for real and not faking it.