Hi assalamualaikum.

Salam aidilfitri to my readers. 

It's been 6 months since I last updated my blog init? I didn't even realize that much time has passed. My life has been quite hectic since I decided to work here. Now that I'm working, I have to pay expenses such as wifi, my phone, house rent and etc. I realized how value money is. I've been unlucky for the past weeks. Many things has happened to me yet I didn't tell anyone what I feel. In front of them I just brushed it off. But really though, I can't blame anyone for that. 

Ever since I work here, my friends seems to ignore me. They left me out on so many things. We used to be so close like close you know. Did I tell you that I work here with one of my friends too? Let's name her B. They don't like B. They used to loathe her, and I've been trying to make things good for them. But things is just awkward now. They ignore me because I'm close with B. I just don't know what to do because this is sucks. I don't have much time on my hand to think about what happened with my friends. I have others thing to worry about. 

Why do they have dispute over this stupid things? Why do they make me cry over this stupid things? Why do I cry over these kind of things? Tell me. I need to know. I can just leave them and find someone else to be friend with. I'm so mad, and sad. I have mixed emotions right now and I don't know how to explain them because I freaking hate this. 

I'm sad, but I can't do anything. 

I'm so sorry for posting post like this on this beautiful days.